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I have nowhere else to put this so I’ll just put it here.
I miss my friends. By that I mean before drugs. My friends that would NEVER dare try half the stuff they’re already/want to. It blows my mind how different my friends are.
I also miss Julia. I had this talk with one of my close friends Bianca the other night. I miss her so much. She’s not who I knew, she’s no where close to it. Being in a coma for 3 months sure does make you a different person. It just tears me apart that someone you could mistake for your own sister is now a stranger. I just want you back is all. I just want my best friend back. The even harder part is every time you call me I still expect you to be the Julia I knew, and you’re not..
I wonder what I’d be like if I had never rolled. If I never took Molly, if I never took a tab. Where would I be right now? I’d probably still have a lot of people in my life. I probably wouldn’t be so alone. Who knows. I let one little thing get out of control, I let one little thing ruin my life. In the beginning I had the BEST friends anyone could ask for, and in the end all I have is a few close friends, my bed, my walls, and drugs. Well isn’t that just awesome…
I just wish I could turn back time and do it all over again.
The thought of being in love with someone so much that I would want to spend the rest of my life with them blows my mind. It’s so crazy.
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